I feel 17 is forever when I'm with them.
9 years and continuing on strong.

I been hanging out too much with them but I can never have enough of them. I gonna miss them when I finally surrender myself which is in 2 days time exactly. Honestly, I'm excited and scared at the same time. I just hope this 2 years of my life goes on fast, seriously.

But I got a mission for myself for this 2 years which is to really loose a huge amount of weight. I gonna imagine myself being a contestant in The Biggest Loser, I gonna work so hard to be lean and get the dream job that I been wanting. Hopefully along the way, I find my Cinderella too. haa!

I always keep this phrase in my mind and I realise it made me become a positive person. "When God doesn't answer your prayer, it doesn't mean God hates you, it's just that he's preparing something better for what you ask for." It's not the exact phrase but it goes something like that.

I'm excited to finally meet Sarah and Bell. It's just gonna be the three of us.
I miss you girls damn much.
Can't wait.