Till today, I live my life with people who judge others most of the time and I'm often one the 'victim'.

First of all, I'm not being racist here but this is my true opinion, most of these people are Malays. I lived a horrible period of time during my lower secondary. Going to school that period was like going to hell every single day. It was just horrible. And I'm not only mentioning about the people in my badge, even the seniors jeered me. And all of these people are Malays.

I think I was plain dumb to make friends with these people but I'm really proud of myself that I learned what's good or bad, it took me 2 years back then to realise. Till today I still have a very bad perception about this community and honestly, I'm ashamed that I'm actually one of them. I can never trust any of them because Malay have this tendency to stab you at the back for some petty reason.

I'm glad I made the right choice to make friends with the other people and thankfully, I had a blast during my senior years. The thing when I'm with them is that I could relate to them easily and I won't feel insecure and worry that they'll bitch behind my back eventhough I know they did at times but it won't go as bad because till today, we're still cool with each other and I know that.

Sarah and Bell are different. We may hate each other at times but no matter what, we're always there for each other in good or bad times and we have each other trust. There are also some minorities of them that I can count on.

Sometimes I just wish people looks more onto the positiveness of a someone rather than being judge for the way look or act. Oh well, I think that's just them, I just got live with it I guess. Even when they fake their smile and laugh infront of me, I'll just go with the flow because I think that's how things goes with these people. I guess life isn't that breezy. But I'm really glad that I know the difference between good and mad.

Ahh, I feel a little relieve now.
I'm working on a post about the New Zealand trip and it'll be a long one and I'm trying to make it less wordy. So watch out! I need Ice Cream Chef.