Sunday, July 12, 2009

Graduated

My intership with Fullerton finally ended last Friday. As much as I thought that I would be excited and overjoy about it, I don't think I am because I'll miss those great people who make my 1 year there an enjoyable one though there are some who never fails to give misery each day.

Two years ago when I got my O result, I was clueless of what I should do. I was depressed and terribly torn of the outcome. I thought I would did well but I couldn't understand why I get those F-up result. So Shatec come on my mind so that I can expand my 'talent' in culinary. I enjoyed turning up for lesson and attending practical session and when one day I got to know that I failed a class test, I told myself I should buck up.

Half year gone and somehow I couldn't find that passion which is suppose to be burning in me. All I can see myself in the future is me taking a cab with my suit pulling my luggage and entering and airplane flying to every continent in the world. I tried to clear that from my mind and focus but still, that's all I can see.

I did my best in all my FYP and I study hard for my finals and when I got to know the result, I was overwhelmed. I knew I could do well with my studies and I'm glad my GPA was well scored. When I got call to work with the Fullerton Hotel, I thought my luck was great. Half year in Fullerton gone past and still there's that pull back feeling. I can't see myself doing what I'm suppose to do and it wasn't what I thought it would be. Kitchen life make me feel stuck.

So I made up my mind. I'll graduate with a Diploma in Culinary Skills, go through NS and try my luck to get a place with Singapore Airline. I thought hard and I find that flying has always been my passion. I knew I couldn't be a pilot but I gonna do whatever that can to work onboard an airplane in the sky.

It's okay if no one believe my vision. I've live through this with humiliation and sarcasm from my friends and family. As long as I have faith in me, I know I can be anything I want to be. I won't let anything stop me.