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Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I knew that I'm so gonna have the most fuckloads of fun at the Aranda with the families. So what do I mean by fuckloads of fun? Aranda was not the place I imagine it to be, so much of being label as executive suite but there were nothing exclusive about it. It was so much dull and they don't even allow us to use their facilities. Even the bbq pit stinks! I thought it's okay that my cousins invites some of thier friend to come but it's not fucking okay when those MAT REP's crashed in and conquered most of the area in the house. And you know what, I'm glad I didn't ask any of my friends along because I think they too will feel fucking uncomfortable and I'll probably be embarrased when they see those people there! Frankly, they were unnecessary to be there! I think the fun part was the time when we played bowling, I had fun and so did them having a good laugh and spitting humiliation on me! I tell you, my siblings especially was enjoying their time laughing and insulting me the entire time and not forgetting my uncle too who did enjoy his time insulting me big time infront of everyone one. I think I was fucking dumb not to walk away from them, if only my mind was thinking, I would probably just leave for home. I'm gonna quit being 'Mr nice guy'. I don't care if anyone will find me being rude and disrespectful, I fucking don't give a shit anymore! I know they see me weak and low and if the next time they snapped me off, I'm gonna backfire, be it my family member or some fucking stranger! They made me be this way so I'm just gonna ride it. And definitely they are thinking that I'm being petty and sensitive, even mum said I was having attitude but it's okay. All I hope, just one fucking day they get choked the way they did to me! And then I'm gonna laugh my fucking balls out and then I'll tell them that they're just being petty and sensitive. So I made a conclusion to myself. If there were to be any family gathering or whatsoever in the future, I'll probably pass it. I'm not gonna be dumb to join them and let them make me as their laughing stock. Fuck Off. |
