Thursday, January 29, 2009

No point.

I'm surrending myself from getting comitted and falling in love. I think the problem lies with me and I just don't know how to liberate this feeling to make them understand me. Well, this is the second time that things happen but wasn't as bad as the 1st time. I'm never gonna think about it in the near future or maybe not at all for the rest of my life or I'll keep hurting people..

Why is it still January? I feel like it's so long to end. Maybe it's the fact that many things have happen within just one month and maybe it's another fact that I'm anticipating for March to come every minute everyday.

I'm wondering where are all my friends? Have I been ditch or forget or what? Maybe it's me again because I'm busy with my stupid internship! I'm missing my carefree days back then and I miss hanging out real bad. I can't hold on being tied up like this and in the future, I'm gonna do something where I can walk freely and just be happy.

I'm such a waste.