So, it hurts you for me to ignore you? Well, as a matter of fact, it kills me when everytime we bumps into each other. I know my reason is stupid but if I were to tell you everything, you wouldn't understand. I thought I was no one to you and everything about me don't matters, why the sadness and dissapointment now?

My instinct was right all this while and I think leaving you alone was the right thing. Now my past kinda haunt me. I know I shouldn't have go on having this feeling for you and I knew somehow things just wouldn't work between us.

I miss everything about you, your smile, your laughter, you voice and that's partly the reason why I'm avoiding you because I can't help it to think you're with someone else now. Maybe I'm just a loser and maybe I've shown too many of my weakness. Whatever, I think you are just like any other girl I met who can't accept for who I am perhaps. Sucks for me.

Maybe all those time spent and late night conversation was just a waste. Friends with you? I don't know. Right now, I just need to stay away from everything about us. Just try your best to forget me and treat me like you don't know me or what.

Why am I even posting this when you don't even know I own this space. Argh.. relationship shit! I suck at it and never will be good at it. I think I'm better off on my own. Damn!