Thursday, July 31, 2008

Nonsensical.


I miss the feeling and anxiety of being 33,000 feet up in the air. I can't bloody wait to graduate and travel before I serve NS, damn!

I realised that I'm being an annoyance to myself on the last week of being 18. It's like, my short term memory has gone a level up, me getting clumsier and i'm getting even more paranoid than i always do! damn.. I'm only turning 19, not 90 and I'm having all this problem already. The other day i left house without my wallet and mum called me when i was walking down the street, and this is what she say 'Great! The next time you leave house, you'll left your head and your body will be wandering.' Haa, believe me, I laugh super out loud when she was blaberring me on the phone, that's my mum ey.

And oh, I got a new phone! The super cheapest I ever got and you won't believe me where i got it ey.. haahaa.. and again, mum told me that i deserve to use cheap phones so if it's lost or spoil, you wont have a heartache.. that is so true, haa..! Well, i don't mind holding to some cheap phones, i don't need a sophisticated one to flaunt like some of my friends.. hoho!

Today as i stood behind the oyster bar, chopping lemon skin, I was actually planning my future. And things gonna be different from the initial plan i had. well, I just gonna wait till i'm done with NS and see how thing goes. I hate putting so much hope then things turn out to be different, but i can't wait! haa... I'm just fickle ey. Anywho, I'm having this urge to ask dad to pay my air ticket to Turkey right now, just having this stupid urge to eat an authentic kebab.