Saturday, May 03, 2008

It all falls down.

Had my first interview yesterday at One Degree 15 Marina Club Sentosa, and i'm glad to say it went all well but the weirdest part of it is, the interview was held at the staff canteen. It was awkward though being watch by people who was eating but it didn't matter to me thought because the whole time, I was focusing on my interview.

It really sadden me because I've sent like 15 resume to the listed hotels and restaurant but I only got 2 reply. I don't know how much longer I could wait as it's already may. I was hoping that everything could be settle by june so i could concentrate on my final then. Surprisingly, week 5 is coming and project is not done yet and progress test is 2 days away. I really got to do alot of catching up from the lesson I missed during FHA week. argh... It's just crazy and pressurising..!

And adding to that, it just suck whenever I think that i could do something great and it just wont happen. First the Italy trip and now the New Zealand vacation. argh!! It's freaking pissing me off to think about it. I mean, I really wanna do something before i could go for my attachment and NS. The Italy trip, hope were given that the finalist could go but on the last minute, only the two winners could go. Then, instead of the vacation, mum is giving us money to shop in Singapore, i mean, i don't care about shopping, i just wanna do something out of Singapore.. argh!! It's really shitty! Thanks for all the high hope and now I can't go anywhere. Fuck!

Well, people are being so sucktub with me these days. Well, i knew i shouldn't place any little hope from their words. Infact, I should trust less because they will eat their word back afterall.