I shall say that today is the suckest day of 2008 so far.
yeah i know its too soon to have a bad day when the new year has just took off.
it was bad because of those imbeciles, my classmates.
i think i showed too much of my weakness that made them step all over me.
and that effing executive chef in the restaurant is really frustrating.
amazingly, i find that i'm able to handle my emotions and feelings well, and i glad about that.
well, shan't elaborate more..

i was hoping that 2008 will be a good year but i thought that i won't hope too much because it might not worth what i'm hoping for. maybe this is test from Allah, maybe this happens for a reasons. i hate to make foolish decision just because i got intimidated by imbeciles. i shall hold on and i believe that what goes around, comes around.

and people been asking me of what is my resolution for the new 2008. been thinking about it though, but i think i shall have no resolution this year. i'm sick of planning something and things just don't work the way it is. i think i shall just go with the flow. no more hoping because i tend to put high hopes on certain things and suddenly it might just went down crashing. thats a lesson to be learn from 2007.

somehow, i'm happy, anxious, excited and afraid!!
i was choosen along with my classmate to compete in an italian cooking competition.
and the best part is, the winner will get an all expense trip to italy.
however, my competitors are my classmates.
i don't know if its right to say its an advantage for me or not, but those imbeciles can be very unpredictable at times and they can be good at their cooking at times too.
anyhow, i'm praying the best for myself, i don't wanna hope...

haiz, i just miss secondary school life seriously..
just wanna get this done and over with.