Wednesday, October 24, 2007

total crap day!

everything about today is just not right. school wasn't fun for the first time in 14 weeks. well, it wasn't about me but it was about some of my classmates too. okay the first parts of the day wasn't bad until it was pastry and baking lesson just now.

Well, i just hate the lecturer next class. she's super super bitchy about everything and i think she thinks our class suck, but i think she SUCK big time la sey. she was actually offended by my friend playful reaction when she said to him this, 'why are you sitting like a beggar?'. so tell me, if you heard someone said something to you like that, how would you react? she as a lecturer has no respect for the student, and we student has to respect her? it totally doesn't make sense, i thought it's very foolish of her, but my lecturer was kind enough to let my friend off.

and i still don't get it why people take my kindness negatively. i told a group of my friends that if you roll the dough into big pieces, it will expand and stick to the cookies after it's baked, so i helped them to make small pieces, but when they took it out from the oven, their cookie size remain the same, and the blame me for that, however, for that, i took the blame, but it's thier fault too for not doing it correctly. everyones cookie expand, but theirs didn't and how would i know? i was just merely giving them a warning thats all.. i think for now, i just keep things to myself and let them be on thier own.

It's annoying when people tell me that i'm very arrogant and selfish for not helping them but it's even annoying when people took my kindness negatively. like i keep telling myself umpteen times, no life is suck, the reason you think it suck is because the people around you made it suck! okay enough of shit!

i'm really exhausted with all this stupid shit and please, this is so secondary school shit... i thought it'll be over but it's still happening. damn you fuckers!

well, on the bright side, i passed my english and priciple of western cooking. and i think im going for holloween's party at zouk this saturday and i'm still considering what to wear for holloween! and jojo's been bugging saint and me bout tomorrow event at MOS where The Click Five will be performing live! but i'm schooling!! haahaa.. however, i have this setback feeling about going to the club cox im not that type of person who club, believe me and i've never been clubbing before okay!! haa..

right, i gotta go. (:

solehin.