They say, feelings comes and go, and i think so.
I thought afterall what i heard and see, i thought i could let it go, but i can't.
I tried to get myself distracted and look at the other side of light, but i see nothing but you.
But when you appear in my mind, suddenly, i saw him too.

I'm an idiot in love.
I'm a fool in love.

I wonder why when i fall hard that day, i couldn't feel a thing until now.
And now i'm wondering, how do i get that feeling back.
Is it time or is it me or was it not meant to be?
It's really a mess..

It's hard for me to play pretend and i'm sick of it now.
Each day, i keep figuring out, how do i get this straight, but i find no solution.
Perhaps, time hasn't been kind to me or is it an excuse that was said by everyone?
I don't get it..

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?