Monday, June 18, 2007

where did i go wrong?

how i wish i'm able to speak a language that only i can understand.
nobody really know me, maybe fir, ash, bell and sarah would.
but i don't think they knew me in depth.
sometime, i just wish to scream at some people face.
i just want to release all those frustration that i've bottled up all this while.

i just want to lay down on the green grass under an apple tree and say ABC.
i know i'm crapping.
but i really feel like doing that.
i'm just typing out what's is on my mind.
just let me be free from all this hellish stuff.

how i wish i could throw this odious part of me.
and things will just be perfectly fine i hope.
i know i'm being indirect.
but it's really hard for me to be frank right now.

where have i gone wrong that drive me to this ghastly path?
questions pops more before i can answered one.
how long can i hold this?
when can i leave this shell out of me?
somethings are not meant to be frank i guess.
they just don't get it...
right?

solehin.