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`Muhammad Amer Solehin B. Omar. `SecondAugustNineteenEightyNine. `Travelling is my Passion. `Nike is my Obsession.
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Monday, May 28, 2007
 i took a black ink, and smudge it around my eyes AFTER i bath. and i took some pictures and edited them. i thought i look like a ghost and i don't look like myself, haha! it took me quite some time to clean it up after that. silly me.. i'm so in love with the song on my blog. it makes me sway and groove everytime i listen to it. it's just so soothing! it took me quite a while to know who sing it and the title of the song. thanks to Ayu who mentioned about it yesterday! i''m still thinking about my medical check up that i have to do for school. i need to do an x-ray, take a jab and have my body fully check. like when am i going to get it done?! work is preoccupying me to get it done. and worst, it's not only that, i still have lots to do. i did a short reflection about myself today. i realize i'm not the person who i use to think of. i use to think that i'm an outspoken and an extrovert person, but instead it's the otherwise. however, i don't think i'm a conservative person either and i don't seclude myself always. but, i felt that i'm living in a shell, trying to hide myself away from something. i need a getaway to ease my thoughts. i need to find myself, haiz... i can't believe i let out a personal side of me to someone. but, after thinking about it, it's fine with me. telling it to someone who's able to understand and not judge me, it's worth the conversation. however, i still feel insecure and kind of paranoid though. it was really awkward... i just hope things stay the same and simple. whatever it is, i'm looking to bright side of life. i don't want to feel misery for even one bit. solehin. it's just so wrong.
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