Saturday, April 28, 2007

i want it too.



i know the post i'm going to type is going to be a repetition of what i posted before.
just bear with me until i get back to school again.

actually, i kind of feel annoyed everytime i heard some of my friends
talking about their day in school and their course.
it's like, how i wish i could tell them about my school too.
i just couldn't wait to go back to school la sey..
i wish to still go out and study together although we are studying different courses.
i also wish to msn them during lecture time.
i just wish i could be in school and mug!

i'm supposedly to go back to school to take the O level cert but i just couldn't.
i'm still denying the fact that the result i got wasn't mine.
like what the fcuk with the cambrigde marker who mark my paper!
i don't deserve those fcuking grades!

people has come to me and ask me why i don't wish to retake my O's.
actually, i really want to.
but, i'm going to shatec to study and how am i suppose to divide my time to study for my diploma and my O's.
i have had enough stress and i will don't wish to be in that position anymore.
to me now, it's already over.
if i can have a good diploma, why will i retake my O to secure myself.

NS letter came and pestered me to defer and bloody hell how am i suppose to do it when i don't know if i got selected for shatec or not and when i'm starting school.
ergh, but i just defer anyhow though.

solehin.