Wednesday, April 11, 2007

i don't want to, but i have to.

thanks to lionel for lending me your lappy for 15 minute to upload my pictures!
please scroll down to previous post to see the pictures!! also i've upload all the recent taken pictures in my photobuckets. take what you guys want yeah! (:



this week pressure is on SYF. i've been coming down to school recently to see the juniors dance. i know the intensity grew stronger as the date draw by. it was really nerve wrecking. after all the hard work they have put on, it has finally come to an end when they save their last dance by dancing elegantly and express their feeling through the dance on stage. i'm real proud of them and it was emotional the other day and it remind me of last time.

10th April
came to school at 6.30am and i brought a lil something for them to munch. start doing their ballerina hair style and make up which end at 9.30am. then had their final words from mdm faezah and rehearsal in the hall. i was feeling nervous for them. but i'm sure it will go on smoothly.


when it was their turn and the MC announce 'Seng Kang Secondary School' the first word i said before their performance was 'Bismillah'. and everytime when faisal and mazlan have to carry someone on their back, i had to say 'Bismillah' over and over! i'm afraid that somethings might happens but it doesn't!! woohoo!! they went flawless with their stunt! and i was effing freaking so proud with the two Ain's!!! you girls rock to the top!! woohooo!





when they announce for an hour break, we went out and look out for cikgu azmi and he commented that their performance is something to be proud of! and yeah, i totally agree! you guys have us proud! cam-whore a while and head back to school. still, our stomach was fill with butterflies thinking what will the result be! we went to CP for lunch. fadzil irritates mostly everybody today. stop it seh that little rascal!

11th April



some 'naughty' kids (haha!) skip school and we went to NUS to watch the JC performance. we came late so we had to watch the last fews performance. after the long decision where to go, we finally arrived at fieqah house to watch a couple of ghost movies but before that we had breakfast cum lunch at long john silver, hougang mall. faisal went crazy and did something that make ain cried! tak baik seh!! went to lepak with faisal, lan, fadzil, nini and fifi after fieqah house. reached home at 8pm. tomorrow will be an intense day for all the syf kids! i'm praying for you guys! take care people. you have done a greatly awesome job!! cheers to you people! (:

ps: if you had heard me bitching about you, well i guess it's KARMA! (no grudges)

solehin.



the feeling is empty but the heart is still filled.
i can't stand thinking about it.
i tried my best to let it go but i can't and i don't even want to.
it hurts but i guess it's not meant to be.
i tried, but i couldn't.
but i've not surrender yet.