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`Muhammad Amer Solehin B. Omar. `SecondAugustNineteenEightyNine. `Travelling is my Passion. `Nike is my Obsession.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
imagine, what you been dreaming and wishing for did not came true. imagine, your ambition you want are pulled away in a blink. imagine, what you have been planning collapsed into pieces of rubles. imagine, what you been thinking and seeing about the future is erased by doom. imagine, that you have been studying hard but it did not appear in the slip. imagine, that the hopes in you are tarnished. imagine seeing the unthinkable. yeah, it's been emotional for me after yesterday. it's been hard for me. now i knew, not all good things in life are easy to get. i just don't deserve what i get, seriously! and this time i fall. fall hard onto the hardest concrete in my life. i admit, i cried. and i cried hard, but how long? it's just disappointing and frustrating. i felt so bad, i felt that i have disappoint mum and dad. i just don't deserve what i get. i studied hard for some particular subjects but still... although there are still a place for me in poly, still i didn't get the course i wanted. i didn't imagine that this will come to me and i didn't plan for the worst. mum and dad encouragement brought me to tears. dad said, 'how long are you suppose to cry and get upset? you have to learn how to get up and see things in a different way.' it's just so hard for me to accept when they say 'it's ok.' now, i realised i had fallen hard. but this it's not over for me yet. thank God, i was still given a chance to enter poly. i got up and willingly walk my long journey to the next stage of life. maybe, things that happened to me happens for a reason. and this is fate, and i shall learn to accept it. how could all be so simple afterall. what done is done. reality and life has to go on, but this, it will haunt me for life. solehin, out! |
