Saturday, January 07, 2006



okay.. im trying to figure out what went wrong with me lately but i can't seem to dig out any answer bout it! its really freaking me out! i feel as if everything around me hates me! i think im really afraid, self-concious and confuse with my surrounnding. but what am i afraid of?

firstly, school really suck! nothing great happening. i don't feel that im the Solehin that i used to be. its not about studies that bother me cox i still have interest on it. isit me or my surrounding change? its weird. im afraid i might lose my brothers, besties and friends and im afraid that they might start to hate me! why do i have does thoughts? i don't know!