Wednesday, August 03, 2005

being 16??

today is the 2nd day. i guess waking up being 16 isn't fun and exciting or maybe its too early to see the changes..

some say i "action"! then i see ppl turning their back away from me. everytime i see that i'll keep quiet and smile like nothing happened coz i dun wanna spoil my day (although its already spoil!).

erm.. say im sad? no.. why should i? im already upset with everything. whats wrong with me? what have i do wrong? i guess this is just god test to test my patience..

i'll try not to care whoever say me coz its thier business.. coz if that what you think of me, so be it... i won't bother you! exam is near and im afraid.. afraid that i can't make it! im trying hard to benefit myself to avhieve my goals.. so stop putting me in situation like this!